wander

hello world,
let me update the past 1/4 of 2016 although it wasn't that happening. Decided to keep a record of all the happenings so that in the future when i read back my blogpost at least i'll know the key things that happened during that year. So... hopefully a blogpost every month i'll try my very best!!

JANUARY

Started the year with my vip (Jia) counting down at MBS and hell oh hell it was so crowded and chaotic but the fireworks and the presence of my vip totally make it up for all the things that i was complaining about. At least getting back home wasn't that bad, but squeezing through the crowd was terrible. Will definitely get tickets for countdown this year instead! Initially i thought squeezing through the crowd will be over but no, 2 weeks later i went to JB and the amount of people who are queuing to get to the checkpoint was... insane so i grabcar over and guess what... the amount of people at the checkpoint is even... terrifying. It took me 2hr 30mins to get out, and 1hr 30mins to get back to sg. It's okay this incident probably raised my tolerance level up by 1%.

As for school, projects projects and more projects and they all decided to come altogether lol nice one. I had 5 projects to finish up with limited time given, and Common Tests. Y'know the moment when you submit one project? Like a tiny stone have been lifted off the shoulders. and wait till you submit the very last project. That moment is glorious i tell you. You spread out your hands and you feel like you can fly because freedom... nah it's just bcos you don't have to fight against the deadline!!

FEBRUARY

It's the month where i decided to dye my hair blonde. It was supposed to be silver but i decided to leave my hair blonde for a few months until i'm sick of it then i'll switch it up to another color. Bad decision to have blonde hair because the attention given by people around me and the strangers is too damn high. It's so easy for people to describe you, like "that blonde hair girl" in that school. Not forgetting that if you offend someone and they'll be like, "i'll remember you, blonde hair bitch". It's too easy to be recognised. Whenever i am meeting my friends, the first thing they spotted about me was my hair. Good thing for you if you're short and scared that you'll lose your way. Ok kidding but unless you yearn for some attention then go ahead it's a good color for you! Did i forget to mention that people treat you poorly as well? I got pushed when i'm outside and treated awfully because my hair color is associated with ah lian (Bad fashion sense, distasteful female who speaks bad english, is lowly educated, crude, loud, foul mouthed) Seriously?! Hair color, tattoos or any physical appearance does not truly define someone. Oh yes it's pretty hard to dress in colors with blonde hair so go blonde only if you are willing to compromise!

Also, i have been suffering from bad acne and acne scars. If you know me back then, my face was clear but now i absolutely hate taking photos and looking myself in the mirror. I just can't bring myself to do so. I became so self-conscious especially when people try to look me in the eye, i kind of avoided their eye contact lol. Confidence level is really damn low. To all who are facing the same situation, *hugs*.
                                             that's me with healthy black hair and clear skin

By the end of this month i've ended my year 1!!! Yay!! or maybe nay... Spent my valentine's day and leap day with my bff whom i've known for 8 years (& counting) eating bingsu. Honestly i've no idea how much i've spent on bingsu already but it's definitely 2 digits $$. Yeah, you called it the expensive ice kachang but it's my comfort food (& ice cream hehe).

                                              this girl went out to me and decided to sleep...

MARCH

Highlight of the month would be my brother's graduation as a sergeant, bangkok trip and quality time with mama chua. I wanted to do so much during this holiday but what i'm doing almost everyday is simply just stay home and be a bookworm. Unknowingly spent 1.5k ok la not really unknowingly but i only can remember what i spent on was bkk trip, 3 armani watches, food and lots of bingsu. perhaps some online shopping too. AND I AM JOBLESS. income: $0, outgoing: free flow.

I'll let the photos do rest of the talking

Graduation

Bkk trip

//Chatuchak Weekend Market//

//B L A C K//

//Railway track nearby hotel//

//After You cafe//

//Street food//

//Thai iced milk tea//

//Mango icy + sticky rice//

Honestly i didn't take a lot of photos during this trip as you can see... I snapchatted and saved it but just didn't take photos whoops it's okay #livingthemoment.

Hope to travel solo in the future and go for graduation trip (2 years ltr) and lots of travelling in between!! That's only if my wallet agrees on it... 

Mama

Let just take some moment to admire my pretty mom!! Pretty much spend our day together outside whenever she's on leave and whenever we go out the shopaholic in us was released. We need to control our spending... 

Pretty contented with my life so far and that's all for today.

already into 85/366 of 2016